Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Who's to say this is not our love

Dead blog aww. Last weekend was fun, YOV + S4. Very lazy to update the photos hehehe. Not really an update, this is just to keep my blog alive. My tumblr's more alive than blogspot. So yeah, go follow my tumblr here.

Gonna pack my science file then revise for math, so here goes for letter writing:

Someone that’s not in my state/country
Jacie Faith Lim! Miss you much, I know you're having soooooooooooo much fun at US. Can't wait for you to come back this December. Then we'll go USS with cg together! :D

Someone from my childhood
Childhood. I grew up fast but I miss a few that never kept in touch. Like Eden. I wonder where she is now. My best friend from young, then we split during primary school and somehow never met again. I wonder where you are now.

The person that I wish I could be
I like the way I am. I just wished I was a little more secure in love, I wish that I was stronger. Can't seem to walk confidently sometimes, I just lose every thought and land up in a whirlpool of emotions. I wish I was like before, loving no one but God, being able to walk through everything and everyone so confidently. That i didn't hurt. Don't get me wrong, I really love being with you. But sometimes, the insecurity really kills and I try to put on a strong front, but sometimes that doesn't really help.

Someone that pesters my mind (good or bad)
You. are always killing me, never literally, but by the things you do. You make me go crazy. You make me wanna kill you then you make me wanna hug you.

The one that broke my heart the hardest
Last time, I remember I took forever to get over you, but i'm glad i've gotten over you now. Whenever someone said your name, i broke down into tears. You never understood, i didn't need you to understand anyway. But it's all over. And you're like a brother now :)

Someone I judged by their first impression
This is dedicated to poo! I thought you were some loner when i first spoke to you. But now i know your true self. You retarded pervert ಠ_ಠ

Someone I want to give a second chance to
I have no idea hehe.

So yeah, 8 more days and i'm done with this. Shall try to find different ones. Wow, time flies. Okay bye!